stuff's been pretty good lately. lots of j1 girls seem to be interested in canoeing, and those who came down on monday were a pretty nice bunch. and one of them can even do 2 pullups! yeahh we need that sort. let's hope that they stay on then. unfortunately after introductions and all i've already acquired an awful reputation as Porn Director (courtesy of gao shang, my Porn Star). screw you, gao shang. whichever way you want it.

after 2.4km timed trial yesterday, i've suddenly found the long-lost motivation to run. aiming for a 12min flat run but it'll take some time. but at least i'm getting there! did about a total of 7km today which is alright i guess.

my hair sucks can.

kept nodding off during tutorials today. especially during evans' classes. tried to keep on writing in my semi-conscious state just so hopefully he wouldn't notice my shut eyelids, and after i more or less woke up i realised it was all a bunch of gibberish. during one of these episodes during eng lecture i almost wrote a rather dubious word down, then jerked awake and caught myself just in time. sheesh.

did weights during chinese break today (finally there's no chinese for me any longer!) which was altogether very satisfying. threw in sets of dumbbell flys in between and now lyd thinks i'm crazy. then again, everyone thinks the canoeists are crazy (well perhaps i'm the craziest of them all) and so i don't give a shit.

had better do stuff for girls' soccer. haven't had practice in ages! which reminds me that i haven't played basketball in eons as well. anyway some ass poached my basketball from my locker during the hols (the one i got for my birthday and signed by the nygeppers) and i have absolutely no clue who it might be. oh and that's not all. the dude was so kind as to leave me a rotten grey volleyball in place. yeah i guess i ought to be appreciative, but it's hard, understandably.

been mugging. really have to hit the books early this year. i've got so much j1 stuff that hasn't really been cleared, and econs 's' to handle as well! ugh. i shall be a chao mugger this year. my life revolves solely around canoeing and studies. no life! at least canoeing is undoubtebly very fulfilling. it's a welcome break from mugging, which is why i like training so much. and the team is great!

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to sheryl weiqi leqi lyd zhen carol vania mag shine and... err. gaoshang ;)
hello my teammates! just to let you guys know, you make my life so much better!
train hard while mugging hard as well and we're gonna take the sdba championships just like last year!
if you need me, i'll be in the back seat! ;)

love you guys so much
-fengyi
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someday somehow gonna make it alright but not right now
i know you're wondering when

fuck those rumours. it's been an awful day and it's not getting any better.

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loose lips sunk ships
i'm getting to grips
with what you said
no it's not in my head
i can't awaken the dead
day after day

why don't we talk about it
why do you always doubt
that there can be a better way
it doesn't make me wanna stay

why don't we break up
there's nothing left to say
i've got my eyes shut
praying they won't stray
and we're not sexed up
that's what makes the difference today
i hope you blow away

you say we're fatally flawed
well i'm easily bored
is that okay
write me off your list
make this the last kiss
i'll walk away

why don't we talk about it
i'm only here don't shout it
given time we'll forget
let's pretend we never met

why don't we break up
there's nothing left to say
i've got my eyes shut
praying they won't stray
and when i'm sexed up
that's what makes the difference today
i hope you blow away

screw you
i didn't like your taste anyway
i chose you
and that's all gone to waste
it's saturday
i'll go out
and find another you

why don't we

why don't we break up
there's nothing left to say
i've got my eyes shut
praying they won't stray
and when i'm sexed up
that's what makes the difference today
i hope you blow away
i hope you blow away
i hope you blow away

away
blow away
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robbie williams sexed up